Back to this sanctum for a while.

A lot has changed. Five to six years ago I was suicidal. And then I believed in God. Now I don't believe in him anymore. I'm still as melancholic as ever but at least I'm not suicidal.

Still somewhat of a prude. Realist. Loves black comedy. Still weird but blending in.

I think I've learnt to be happier. Sometimes I still feel crazy but at least experience tells me that this soon will pass. I don't want to die slitting my wrists or jumping from a building or drowning in brackish seawater. I never did, come to think of it. I just need to get away sometimes, be it cycling in the rain or having an anime/ book marathon or just sleeping my woes away.